Until now, I have insisted on English learning for about 98 days. During these days I’ve spent 190 hours in total, which means that I’ve learn at an average of two hours a day. As a working mother who has a nine-year old boy and a husband who is always busy, cheap
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So here’s the question I’ve been asked a lot lately: “Why do you want to learn English?” An interesting question. Honestly, I don’t have any strong motive for that. My job requires me to do some English writing once in a while, like reports, emails, or newsletters. However English writing has never been my problem, and I could handle them with much ease. Besides that I don’t have many opportunities to use English. See, no pressures here at all. Therefore for many years, I’ve accepted the fact that as an English major, my oral English sucks. Really sucks, I mean it. Whenever coming to speak English, I become tongue tied. Like there is a magic switch existed, my mind just shut down and went into a total blank. But I comfort myself by saying: “You are just shy. You don’t even speak much in Chinese. So what’s the big deal?” We can always find an excuse if we want, aren't we. However, lie is just a lie, no matter how comforting it is. I am an insecurity freak. There is always an inner voice whispering: “You have only one life to live. As a human being, you have to have something you could be proud of, something you are really good at. But what do you have?” English seems to be the only one left. But it’s not something that I could boast of. If someone says: “Oh, your English is good.” The only reply I could give is “But my oral English is terrible.” How desperately I want to change that. Then finally I decided to give it a try. I took a course from an English Learning APP. I’ve surprised that I could have persevered for so long.
I guess here I must underline the importance of the team spirit. I joined in several WeChat groups and got to learn several incredible learning partners. They all have a busy life, cheap oakley sunglasses, fully occupied with work, family and social activities. However they all do their best to finish their daily learning—never stop for a single day. G is like me, also a working mother. Her boy is two year old. We all know how demanding a two-year-old could be. So it’s pretty impossible for her to learn at night. To finish her learning, she gets up around 4 o’clock in the morning. And when she has some free time at work, she goes to the toilet to learn English. Can you imagine that? She averages more time at learning than I do and always stay at top 5 in class (out of 227 students). M is a working father who has a busy job. He usually stays late to learn and has also been remained at top 5. There is only once he failed to do his homework, precisely not failed, just two minutes late. That’s the day when his mother-in-law was ill and went into the hospital. C is a girl who loves travelling. Travelling is also the major purpose for her to learn English. Just like me, she is good at English in other ways except speaking. Once she and some friends went for an international trip, while her friends already used body languages and some broken sentences to express themselves clearly, she had still been struggling in mind to organize the words into sentence. After the trip, their friends said jokingly: “We’ve heard that your English was good!” Just imagine how she felt at that time! I fully understand, because I had been there--many times. To have enough learning for learning, cheap
nfl jerseys, she controls her shyness and study during her commute to work in the street---she walks to the office. Anyway, with teammates like them, any excuse is just a lame excuse.
Now I have made some improvements. I’ll still try and see what I could achieve in the future. Perhaps one day I could say it without any hesitation: “ Yes, I am good at English.”
Sunday, April 16, 2017
idle on line
I have not opened my computer for several days. Today when i opened then i do not know what i should do.
Without any aims and intention.
Days before i am learning the coradraw but it is a little difficult for me. wholesale jerseys, So i did not learn these days. Now when i open the computer with nothing to do.
I do not know what should i do now.It is so terrible.
seeking tranquality
I do not know if you have the same experience with me.
You supposedly had a crush on sb who is impossible for you, sorry, cheap jerseys, do not tell me not being brave so you miss out to your love. Cau the reality is not easily to be solved by that simply theory. I do not want to further it, cau too many objects, barriers and uncertainty between all of them.
And a lot of done, look through and enomorous pain leads to put down or gradually release the illusion and face the fact with normal.
Of course, you and the guy share the Wechat friendcycle, cheap snapback hats, so it makes to connect a little bit in some way but that is just a window to see what each other up to and let it be on your part is what you have to face with.
That is the only he may see incidentally and found what it of insterest to him to touch your window to connect you.
Just that only unintentional light to manager to blaze the past calm down and ignite your memory. How ridiculous you are and that is why i am writing this essay to smooth out all the creases created by that bolster.
What i could get is there is something strange like peculiar relationship that keep familiar even through you two no contact long time but still could no hesitate to contact with easygoing tone. And he seems to have an eye on you, fake oakley sunglasses, ok, it is normal after reading so many essay your write.
So i have figured out the fact and go back my track right now and good night all.
You supposedly had a crush on sb who is impossible for you, sorry, cheap jerseys, do not tell me not being brave so you miss out to your love. Cau the reality is not easily to be solved by that simply theory. I do not want to further it, cau too many objects, barriers and uncertainty between all of them.
And a lot of done, look through and enomorous pain leads to put down or gradually release the illusion and face the fact with normal.
Of course, you and the guy share the Wechat friendcycle, cheap snapback hats, so it makes to connect a little bit in some way but that is just a window to see what each other up to and let it be on your part is what you have to face with.
That is the only he may see incidentally and found what it of insterest to him to touch your window to connect you.
Just that only unintentional light to manager to blaze the past calm down and ignite your memory. How ridiculous you are and that is why i am writing this essay to smooth out all the creases created by that bolster.
What i could get is there is something strange like peculiar relationship that keep familiar even through you two no contact long time but still could no hesitate to contact with easygoing tone. And he seems to have an eye on you, fake oakley sunglasses, ok, it is normal after reading so many essay your write.
So i have figured out the fact and go back my track right now and good night all.
Friday, April 14, 2017
Life decision
This fall is a bit cold, in everytime of Autumn, the most scenery you would think is the ripe fruit with so much sweetness and happiness. Yes, I can't deny that Autumn is a harvest season, but there might exist someone like me who looked back of their life and found nothing they have achieved, it is just another person of tasting the failure.
As we can see the success never comes easy, the first thing is that how you define success. When it comes to me, success in my mind is a figure of account of money. So how do you define your success? And in this fall,cheap jerseys, where do you stand now? Happy or sad? Although we can not get the past time back, we do have the energy to build a warm world of our own.
So long as we do not give it up, we can make it happen of our dreams.
As we can see the success never comes easy, the first thing is that how you define success. When it comes to me, success in my mind is a figure of account of money. So how do you define your success? And in this fall,cheap jerseys, where do you stand now? Happy or sad? Although we can not get the past time back, we do have the energy to build a warm world of our own.
So long as we do not give it up, we can make it happen of our dreams.
Online Shoppig
With the rapid development of our modern society, shopping online is more acceptable by us and more convenient for us. Nowadays it always becomes the topic of our conversations.
Many people are totally in favor of this because of its convenience, variety and lower power. On the one hand, we can easily what we want without going outside. On the other hand, we are able to get various products from all over our country also all over the word. However, cheap oakley sunglasses, some people do not prefer online shopping for the reasons listed below. To begin with, the qualities of those online cannot be sure. What's worse, it may not so safe to trade online. We may meet some trouble issues.
From my point of view, we should have a clear mind on shopping online. It is high time that we could not ignore the problems when we enjoy its convenience.By the way, have you prepared for the DOUBLE 11?
Many people are totally in favor of this because of its convenience, variety and lower power. On the one hand, we can easily what we want without going outside. On the other hand, we are able to get various products from all over our country also all over the word. However, cheap oakley sunglasses, some people do not prefer online shopping for the reasons listed below. To begin with, the qualities of those online cannot be sure. What's worse, it may not so safe to trade online. We may meet some trouble issues.
From my point of view, we should have a clear mind on shopping online. It is high time that we could not ignore the problems when we enjoy its convenience.By the way, have you prepared for the DOUBLE 11?
My worst teacher
We met many teachers in the course of our long learning career while time passed away. Each of them is not identical, and some of them gave me knowledge and principle, the others may give me an unforgettable experience.
Though the one you hate who hurts you ever, he is still a special person which one lives in your heart with a unique way.
My worst teacher is a man of middle-sized and medium height with swarthy square face, always wear brunet unsightly clothes and only a pair of shoes. It is all said that beauty is the eye of the beholder. On the contrary, provided that you loathe dislike a person and loathe all the things about he. The most I can't stand is he always calls our name in class, like stupid swine and so on. Meanwhile,cheap nfl hats, we can't understand his thoughts. The most terrible is that he passed all the buck to us when we failed to work out the math problem and lashed our hands with branches. As far as I can see, it is too painful to stand so that I remembered the whole memory till now. Differently I not hate him at all now.
Though the one you hate who hurts you ever, he is still a special person which one lives in your heart with a unique way.
My worst teacher is a man of middle-sized and medium height with swarthy square face, always wear brunet unsightly clothes and only a pair of shoes. It is all said that beauty is the eye of the beholder. On the contrary, provided that you loathe dislike a person and loathe all the things about he. The most I can't stand is he always calls our name in class, like stupid swine and so on. Meanwhile,cheap nfl hats, we can't understand his thoughts. The most terrible is that he passed all the buck to us when we failed to work out the math problem and lashed our hands with branches. As far as I can see, it is too painful to stand so that I remembered the whole memory till now. Differently I not hate him at all now.
Get together with my friends
One of my friends Ms Yang is going to retire; all of our friends were invited by her at the last night in Paulaner German restaurant for the celebration.
These are the people we worked together when the preopening set up at Kempinski in Beijing, Ms Yang was just standing next to me in the picture,cheap snapbacks, she was the one of Finance Manager we knew each other when we were in Holiday Inn LiDu, how close we are you can image, so almost the half life we were working together and sharing the happy and unhappy things no matter in the work or in the family, She helped me a lots in my career I mentioned it at the last night to her honestly, if she did not the nomination me from cost control to the payroll office and then to the General Ledger, I will definitely not be promoted to AFC, I should thank her strongly, so one bottle of beer stands my heart for her deeply.
As the plan we met each other in Ms Yang’s office at 5pm, I came to the office one hour early, just wanted to see my previous colleagues,cheap replica oakleys, the purchasing office was the first office I must to see my dear sister Cao who was the purchasing manager here for many years ago. And visited my lovely Kathy in AR and Vicky in GL, hugs and shaking hands one after another.
Another two girls in the picture were my staffs in the same office before and now they have been the Financial Controller in other hotel. Other two guys were still in the company with stable works, and one taller guy has been to a boss in internet work field, sounds everyone is not bad working condition so far,
As the time goes by, we are becoming older, even I left the company more than two years, but recalled back the situations like happened at the yesterday, the laughing and talking is the same feeling before in between, wholesale nfl jerseys,don’t have any wariness to speak out the secrets which we never knew before why was that and realized some answers. What’s why the meeting was till the last night the restaurant closed. We were really have a nice evening and we said we are going to have such party with more staffs in the future.
These are the people we worked together when the preopening set up at Kempinski in Beijing, Ms Yang was just standing next to me in the picture,cheap snapbacks, she was the one of Finance Manager we knew each other when we were in Holiday Inn LiDu, how close we are you can image, so almost the half life we were working together and sharing the happy and unhappy things no matter in the work or in the family, She helped me a lots in my career I mentioned it at the last night to her honestly, if she did not the nomination me from cost control to the payroll office and then to the General Ledger, I will definitely not be promoted to AFC, I should thank her strongly, so one bottle of beer stands my heart for her deeply.
As the plan we met each other in Ms Yang’s office at 5pm, I came to the office one hour early, just wanted to see my previous colleagues,cheap replica oakleys, the purchasing office was the first office I must to see my dear sister Cao who was the purchasing manager here for many years ago. And visited my lovely Kathy in AR and Vicky in GL, hugs and shaking hands one after another.
Another two girls in the picture were my staffs in the same office before and now they have been the Financial Controller in other hotel. Other two guys were still in the company with stable works, and one taller guy has been to a boss in internet work field, sounds everyone is not bad working condition so far,
As the time goes by, we are becoming older, even I left the company more than two years, but recalled back the situations like happened at the yesterday, the laughing and talking is the same feeling before in between, wholesale nfl jerseys,don’t have any wariness to speak out the secrets which we never knew before why was that and realized some answers. What’s why the meeting was till the last night the restaurant closed. We were really have a nice evening and we said we are going to have such party with more staffs in the future.
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